I'm not usually one to put my thoughts down concretely
but I've been observing people who do
and it seems like they have more focus and direction in terms of where they're going and who they are
maybe this is what I'm looking for, a sense of direction, consistency... steadfastness

I'm hoping with a blog, I can record the memories down in a more tangible way, to see how I've become who I am, to see how God is working in my life
Maybe I can look back at this and go through this when I become doubtful
and remember
Maybe this will be my source of steadfastness, consistency...
...maybe I won't even keep up with this

Who knows really?