It has just occurred to me how often I would want God to work in my life
yet
I'm waiting for it to happen and not doing anything about it
as though
I was waiting for God to just do all the work for me.

I don't know what you'd call that, but it's just laziness.

I once heard that
In today's time, Satan's temptations do not necessarily come in forms of stealing or adultery
but in complacency, laziness...subtleties.
Subtleties I find are even more dangerous than the "obvious" sins.

I was reminded of this today. It's time for me to no longer contemplate whether I should get up and meet with God or not, but to just get up. There is not even the question of "whether".